G.O.A.L?

Phew! I felt as if it's been a very long time that I wrote my last blog then I checked the date and found that it's just been a week. A week! It seems like a month...The last one week was a roller coaster ride for me. One moment I felt this is what I always wanted to do and the next moment I felt like Oops! I'm  stuck! This is not what I wanted for my life. Why is it always so difficult to take decisions in life?

I have heard many successful people say in their interviews that all along their way they knew that this is what they always wanted to do and then they achieved the best after many years of hard work. I have no idea what I want to do. How can people be so sure of their dreams? Why don't I know what my dream is?
Isn't there anyone who never knew what they wanted to do and then in the search of finding their goal, one fine morning they found it.

I'm so clueless about my life. I always thought life is an adventurous journey and you'll keep on getting trains to reach your final destination and life itself would keep on giving new journeys. But may be I'm too lazy to even do something.

How do people realize their goal? What if the goal you ran after all your lives was never your actual goal and you end up in a cobweb?

I'm still in the search of my goals and I believe I'll find it someday. But I'll never be able to say " I always knew what I wanted to achieve in life".